Yes you heard it right. BOOHOO.
LIFE IS BORING WITHOUT SMUTFICS ESP. IF YOU GOT ADDICTED ALREADY. Baahahaha.

Boooooo~

It's Christmas vacations starting tomorrow night! Oyes, every single second counts. If I were to estimate, it takes a good 10 seconds for a Soompi thread to fully load w/ all the pictures and stuff. But it's YAYYYYYYYY since I've got all the time in the world to surf EVERYTHING! PLUS, I am worry-free for a month! So...heartless pimples from my forehead and nose, COME OFF MAN! Seriously, I have been frustrated by the 3 consecutive weeks without enough sleep. I am fine when it comes to not sleeping, but my pimples aren't. During the time when I am stalking Jang Geun Suk, I spent seriously SLEEPLESS nights just to finish watching all his dramas, CFs, and movies.

Then after a week and a half of stalking, there comes the week of projects. Seriously, portfolios aren't fun anymore like they used to be. There's this quiz bee where all students have to watch, but then, in that very day, there is a deadline for 3 projects! I have printed stuff at home and I have to hand-write a lot of things still. And you know what? While watching the quiz bee, along with all HS students, we were writing comments for our news clippings. Other year-level were staring at us and is asking why are we doing that when we should cheer our classmate up who's participating in the contest. Demmet. All fun times were even eaten projects.

After that week, it's a week-long vacation. But the twist is, it's our 2nd Periodical Examinations right after. So~ no vacation still. And maybe at this point you are asking why I study like hell: I rank 2nd among the Top 10 students and I am devoted/desperate/frustrated/obliged/required to maintain that due to some life's. I have been in the top 10 students any school I go, I mean, not for bragging stuff. It's just that~ when you've been a top student once, all people would think that you are smart/intelligent enough to be there once again. AND IT WOULD REPEAT AGAIN AND AGAIN IN YOUR WHOLE SCHOOLING LIFE. That's why. And I would be able to get what I want if I get high grades~ Bahaha. On the other hand, I would lose everything if I wouldn't be in the Top 10. >.< Parents thing, they're disciplinarians.

&& just this day, I found out that I score 77% in Algebra, 3 points less and I'll fail (75% and above is the passing transmutted score). And it's REALLY REALYYYYY sad since I were able to get a perfect score last examinations. 100% to 77%? Who wouldn't cry? I was kind of embarrassed in front of my handsome Algebra teacher (SIR RUCKFORD!) since I got the highest score last grading among my batch~ But I am not the person who cries easily in front of other people, how I wish I am. Examination results:

English - 88% (91% in the 1st Grading)

Algebra - 77% (from 100%)

Statistics - 93% (from 76%) (OH! STATISTICS AND ALGEBRA EXCHANGED PLACES!)

Biology - 89% (from 96%; and I am the lowest among the Top 10 students >.<)

History - 95% (from 96%)

So~ what do you think? From Top 2, I would be down to 3 or 4 due to those scores. >.< Damn.

Okay~ Saengie's fancam here of FIND and You Are My Heaven for future references. && just in case you can't relate to my story: [link]

I feel really uneasy seeing him headbanging and all, but I love the rapping part. It's just that, he seemed to princely and sexy to be a rocker. If I were to state what image did he go into: It's like he did those rocking thing for the sake that he would go more appealing to women since that's the purpose of Rebirth. But I swear! I love him to the bits and his performance! It's just that, I was thinking about that since a few hours ago.

It's just uneasy for me since I loved him for his princely charm.
But now I love him because...he's just too awesome for anything. <3

4:28 is sexy. 8D8D8D8D8D8D8D8D8D

On a side note, can you give me tons of KyuSaeng fics? My friend and I really got addicted to those mature stuff nowadays. It's funny how we remember the time when we think reading porn stuff is yucky. :) Well, for those beginners maybe, bahaha. She goes SNSD-ing, while I go KyuSaeng-ing. :))))))))))))))))) Geez, I speak frankly. The word porn gave me chills.

It's a holiday week. So it's like...we have 10 days of no school. *YAY FOR THAT I KNOW*

1st highlight. 1st Wednesday without You're Beautiful.
YB has been energizing me weekly since it's week 3 (I only started livestreaming on the 3rd week of airing) and now, there's no more 5:00 PM show to look forward to on TVAnts. Itaewon Murder case, where JGS is there, is just a single doze, not weekly. And it's sad for me to know that. The fact that you see something new weekly is different. PSH. I really miss YAB. Also Lee Hongki's not-so-perfect teeth, esp. when he smirks showing his teeth. AAAAAAH. MAJOR SPAZZING.

2nd highlight. I just got my copy of SS501's Rebirth Taiwan Limited Edition & I paid for the 5 Men's 5 Years MBC Collection DVD already.
I bought it in the Philippines with my cousin taking charge of all the payment thingies. Although my 3 albums/DVDs (assuming that SS501's next full-album would release in January) would arrive on February, everything's still worth the wait. Kya! I cannot wait to see my Otter's pictures from 5M5Y! Lucky thing~ I will have 4 posters by Feb.: 2 from Rebirth, 2 from 5M5Y. And again, assuming that there'll be a poster coming along with the full-album, I WILL HAVE 6! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

3rd highlight (I must post a lot since I rarely go LJing these days). Kyu Jong's story at Strong Heart
I'm really amazed at how famous artists have stories like that behind cameras and all. His father must have been embarassed to tell Kyu Jong that they don't have large money while KJ just realized that fact after seeing his father transport cabbages. At the time where KJ turned his back, because he already knew that they don't have much money, and just forgot the 'treat' thing for the rest of the SS501 members, that's where everything hit him. I really got teary when he did. His story is so touching, swear. You better watch that episode. If not for my laziness, I would post the link here.

4th highlight. It's our 2nd periodical exams and I shouldn't be taking too much time using the computer
So goodbye

You're Beautiful.

I swear, that drama gave me no reason to blog about KPop group like I've been doing before. As I observed:



; I have been posting a lot of Young Saeng pictures before.
; I've been always talking about how cute SS501 and FT Island is.
; ..........but now.



What happened?

What happened was I came across JGS and he keeps on showing his killer smile. EP14 gave me a reason to love JGS more (especially at the kiss part). But Hongki's sad part also made me go back to being a primadonna. He's good at sad scenes too! I BET IT'S REALLY PAINFUL to pretend that you aren't hurt right after the angst part. I understand you HK. :(

Okay, I'm gonna go back to being a grean pea princess since I heard that Kyu Jong is getting hotter each and every single day.

Why, oh, why~

Why should DSP put on more effort on Rainbow's stage rather that SS501's? I swear, Rainbow's stage is more awesome than that of SS501's sparkling background with incandescent light bulbs. AISH~ SS501 puts in more money! Okay, I'm angry.

But singing's good for Rainbow. But the fact that everything's autotuned (not so literally) for 'Gossip Girl' made me go "PSH" on them. I want real talents like that of Secret's and KARA's.

Rant ends here.

I'm addicted to YAB. Yes.
I'm so addicted that I keep on stalking YAB related stuff:
; Jang Geun-suk's movies/dramas
; Jang Geun-suk's CFs
; Jang Geun-suk's appearances on shows

Oh wait! I made a mistake, it was all about Jang Geun-suk. Haha. Here's the real deal.

; I'm buying/asking my parents for a Samsung Corby for Christmas.

That itself shows addiction to YAB. Ne?

I'm getting a yellow one and I'm gonna check out other stores if they have a lime green housing like Tae Kyung's. Another twist: If my phone's gonna stay yellow, I'll name it Jeremy. If it's going to be lime green, it'll be Tae Kyung! But I like the sound of Jeremy more. I'll decide when I have it in my hands already. (I prefer yellow HAHA. Sorry tkHUSBAND.)

Okay, sorry for being so LJ inactive recently.

Aside from the Burj Dubai high pile of assignments and projects and presentations and reports and scientific papers, I still have the time to watch and spazz over SBS drama You're Beautiful. Especially that Hongki's there.

Bad thing, because of the super dramatic blood alighting drama, I got too lazy to stalk over SS501 and f(x) recently. And I give my whole day stalking A.N.JELL and C.N. Blue (Jung Yong Hwa's group). And to mention, I just had a straight 3 hour stalking over Jang Geun Suk this day. Aish~ He's HOT. Who doesn't agree? TELL ME WHYYYYY. I won't punch.

As always, Lee Hong Ki is naughty and KYOPTA! I didn't notice Yong Hwa at the beginning, but as he moves toward Go Mi-nyeo, I started to feel pitiful for him. You see? He's the first one to know and protect Mi-nyeo's secret and he's the one who first fell in love with her. But what happened? Mi-nyeo ends up with Tae Kyung, the person who hated her the most. (BUT I STILL LOVE YOUU TK) Poor Hongki, he can't be certain if he would really love Mi-nyeo since he thinks that she likes Hye Yi (DAMMET UEE). But at the end of EP10, he knows that MN is a girl which means....

; YAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY *u*

Okay, I'll end spazzing here.
Yenps is right. I wish I hadn't finished until EP10 because I'll be have an outrageous time waiting for a week for the next 2 episodes.

; EP11 and EP12, come now. &&& SUBBED.

Hey, Chinese people. If ever, does these things really happen in China?

Oyes. One of the things which sophomore student looks forward to are the culminating activities!
For this year, we would go and have China - Japan - India - Philippines (I'm not sure about India 'cause we still have Africa in our book too. But I'm pretty certain that we won't be imitating Africans which means there won't be any culminating activity for that. I hope so.).

It was fun! Even though we lack time in decorating because of that freakin' Student Council Elections which overlapped on our decorating time, we still managed to have fun and execute those plays, proverbs, and that Chinese dance. Haha.

( Okay, my real and long student account for the activity. )


My English teacher's the only cool male there. The one in white semi-long sleeves is my Biology teacher. And the one holding a plastic cup and is wearing a black dress is my Statistics (oh man) teacher.


It's so cool, maybe it's just me, how the last 2 pictures look (it has somehow a 'vignette' effect). And I know for certain that it's because of the 2 simultaneous flashguns firing (me and Rufila's), they are strong since those were 4 m. ranged flashguns, + my user defined prefs which I lowered down the saturation. Also add up the low flash compensation that only reached 'till the middle part of the portrait. Rufila's flash reached 'till the end~ All factors mixed up, I know photography not-so-geeks cannot get me if I explained further, and that's the result. Geez, those PT classes are making me a PT-geek.

LOADS of other pictures found here: [link]

SS501 at Music High = win. Especially Saengie's cute moments. 0:50 and 0:55. Cutesome. :))

The Coldest Day by `zemotion on deviantART

Zhang Jingna, my photography idol, never fails to mesmerize me.

OKAY, EMOTE.

Young Saeng never fails to amuse and make me scream. I love the way he and Jungmin did the peace sign at the intro gangster-ly. Then at the Love Like This performance itself, I fell in love with how Saengie makes gestures while they change places. Maknae's hair is still like Hiroshima that's just bombed and I don't really like it (sorry Pretty Boys). Their voices are so great! At least Young Saeng's voice wasn't pretty much affected by cigarettes. Aish~ If that ever happened, I'll go to the Korean Court and appeal for cigarette smoking ban (hyper much?).

I can't watch the Inkigayo performance tomorrow since I'm at school when it's going to be aired. I'll have to wait for HD uploaders and I'll download it myself so I can enjoy caps and high quality faces. TVAnts sucks at quality. But at least, I got to watch it.

&& Saengie darling, stop biting your lips. It makes the butterflies in my stomach fly wild. -ale @ soompi

I agree. :)

Sorry, noob @ livejournal when it comes to icons.
How do I assign a number at the top of each icon?
PUAHAHA. Proof that I'm a noob.

I spent 8 hours doing a single portfolio.
&& I know it's a dumb thing to do.


I was supposed to finish My Fair Lady this weekend after examinations, but I wasn't able to since I did a single project with gazillion contents.
Aish, LJ-mates, help me. What do you think about History/Social Studies? For me it sucks.

What do you think? Because I tried Tumblr for a few days and I got all "I want LiveJournal back." Your comment?

OYEY~
Examinations are finished! But TLE sure is like hell. I was like "Hannah, don't think about Hongki's Mnet Scandal episode. LATER OPPA, I GOT TO STUDY."

Aish.

I'm back. Hiatus is lifted. && I'M BACK (Haha. Didn't I say it?)!!!!

Oohkay, I understand bukojam 's situation. My situation is even far more worse than that. -.- I'm in Dubai, yo.

But this pictures from AllKPop~ and his appearance at Entertainment Live broke my heart.



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KIM BUM, GET YOUR HANDS OFF THERE. /cries

The rocky part of being a student is that if you are like me, who is really aiming to be on top, you have to maintain and be consistent in everything that you're doing. Especially when your parents are getting used to it, it gets more harder than you imagine. Proving myself to them has been one my jobs in my whole student life. It's like I do everything just to make them realize that I am a good student. As far as I could remember, I've never been out of the class Top 10 since Grade 1 (there are no Honor's Roll in my Kindergarten years) and I still continue to be an achiever 'till Freshmen year. I somehow think what's the purpose of this. Business firms won't even know that I've been on the Top 3 in my first year in highschool. I think they care more about if I'm a Cum Laude at college, that's what I'm really aiming for WHICH I am particularly sure I cannot achieve.

Oh Lord, please help my parents realize that I am not a robot or something. Say my sorry to them also for getting low grades at times. It's just so exhausting to keep on being consistent.

OKAY FINE WHATEVER, I just ranted a very spazzing-opposite topic.

( And 2 other flaming hot GIFs inside. )( And 2 other flaming hot GIFs inside. ) On other subjects. While browsing Soompi just now, I saw that Kyu Jong would be having a kiss scene for his Canon CF.

A KISS SCENE. KISS KISS KISS KISS~

You got me? A KISS.

Plus, he'll be starring in a new drama~ YAY~ Finally, his dream of becoming an actor is coming truuueee. I love you Kyu Jong. SOOO MUCH. Sorry Kamae. :)